rain, cupcake cravings, and killing spiders

hello, i am blogging.

therefore i am a blogger

i went to the orthodontist today because my retainer was digging into my mouth. i am now getting a new one. they wanted me to get the new, modern, clear retainers. call me old fashion, but i like the old ones, you know the acrylic ones with the wires that go over your teeth. mine is rainbow, with my school mascot in the middle. it may be juvenile, but i have kind of grown to like it. i requested they try and duplicate my new one to look like the old one. the orthodontist thought i was being silly, but i was being very serious. i can't wait to get my new one.

i am still in my pink pajamas. my hair is a mess. it's raining outside, so naturally i am craving startbucks and fancy gourmet cupcakes. this is a reasonable craving, correct?

i found a giant spider on the floor in my jeans. invasive much? i feel so violated. i have can now say i've had a spider try to get into my pants.

lance leaves in less then a month. i'm too wimpy to actually go count out the days. i avoid calenders at all costs. it makes me physically sick to look at those little squares, and see them dwindle away with each passing day. it's only 2 years right? somedays i feel like that is nothing, other days i feel like thats an eternity. but the point is: it's happening. and i will be happy for me, and for him.

how do you end these things?

like,

bye?

or over and out-

or k i'm done.

not so sure

but i am ending this never the less.

love taylor